move on

bismillahirrahmanirrahim... setiap hari semua orang ingin tahu,ayah saya ingin tahu,mak saya ingin tahu,adik saya ingin tahu,kakak saya ingin tahu,dan kalian-kalian yang sedang baca blog saya ni pon ingin tahu, bahawa tuan punye blog ni nak cakap apa yer? entahlah..anta sendiri tak tahu nak kongsi apa.Lack of idea tonight.ye lah..taip panjang-panjang sampai bengkak jari saya ni pon bukan ada yang sudi membaca pon.Huhuhu..takpelah,one day,one fine day, mungkin ada yang jugak yang sudi baca BELOG cantik saya ni.Mungkin 1 orang, 100 orang, 1000 orang, 10000 orang 100000 atau 10000000 ? perhaps lah. *ok cukuplah untuk intro nyer* Alright..here we go. I may not a great girl fullfill with a lot of achievement but I growing up by doing mistakes.In my life,I have faced many uncertain circumstances.But as time goes by, I realize that anything happen for a reason.As time goes by too,growing up step by step,I face challenge.Fighting is always for reason.

The hardest part for me is to fight again myself.Its hard,really,really hard.I always tell myself that I'll be strong until I never realize that I am a very strong girl! 17 years living in this bloody world,I never thought I would facing the great circumstances in my life. The bad time is not an option but is an oppurtunity that is granted by our Creator to achieve a better life for now,tomorrow and hereafter.

And today,I still do not find the solution of all the great things happened. In my life, I'm always asking why.Why is that happen?Why is this happening? Why? why? why? and why? Always asked my heart and soul.I learn that when we made mistakes do not regret but always asked why this thing happened.Forgive ourselves.That's it, this is life.Always need to learn,learn and learn.

Teringat saya pada kata-kata shaikh,perlu sentiasa kuat semangat.Perlu jadi seperi kura-kura.Nampak kecik,tapi tahan gentar.Mampu hidup dalam cengkerangnya seorang diri dan sangat tabah hadapi segala cabaran.Perlu berani hadapi hidup yang penuh onak dan duri ini. I found that words really kill me.Thanks shaikh, I would always remember your advise even until now,I'm not brave enough to face all the challenge. I would try my hardest to find the peace in my life.Yeah,I need to move on.Insha ALLAH.